I may not have all that I’m after,
Or live a life of too much laughter,
And I may not know quite what to say,
But I am what I am, and I’m here today.
I used to think I knew it all,
And now I feel twelve inches tall.
I’m lost, I’m alone, but I’m looking ahead;
Better that then where I could be instead.
Sometimes I feel like I’m not trying.
Sometimes I spend the whole day crying.
Wishing that things could change
Wishing I wasn’t so strange.
I may be sad but I won’t succumb
‘Cause I know that my brain is dumb.
I will be happy, will find peace.
One day these doubts will finally cease.